This blog will be closed.

I wanna say it out for a long time,

eventually made this decision.

I have my thinking, my little secrets with my friends, why you guys always have to dig me out and watch me.

I was watched when I was in Shanghai. My stuff would be moved and read.

There is something called SECRET and PRIVACY. Do you understand?

I know you guys can never understand this terminology.

It has been a long time since I had this thinking. The reason why I didn't tell you because I wanna you to realise yourself. But,

it didn't work.

I could have set a password but I didn't because I dont wanna cause any inconvenience for my friends who wanna read it.

I dont like be watched. Never ever! none of us like to be watched!

I know you care about me, but, this is not the way. not the right way. I have argued before; however it seems not working. So, I dont have any choice but make this decision.

You guys still could find me via search engine if I set up a new blog.

I will do, I will set up a new one without password,

but, please, I wanna you realise this is my secret world with all my friends. so, please dont watch me like this.

If I couldn't say something on my blog because I know you guys are watching, what's the point to have my blog.

and, I know how you guys found me. Hence, I wanna to clarify here,

anyone, who get my invitation for my new blog, please keep yourself.

anyone, who dont get my invitation, plz do understand, and dont try to dig me out, because I dont wanna you guys to visit it.

especially you, you, you, you, I know they will ask for it, but please, please understand me and refuse them.

We are generation Y, we are generation ".com". We wanna FLY like a free bird.

Dont you guys understand my name?

I wanna fly.

without any control.

Last but not least, I know you guys would say "why you have something we can't know, ok, if you do this, we will ba la ba la ba la."

It would happen, but please calm down and think about me. I just wanna a little corner share my life with my friends.

 Thank you very much.

Kind regards,

F'ei

P.S. the new blog will be advised.

现在吧...如果汽油可以跌到1.60/L以下我们就要抱着哭了.

ECONOMIST预计今年年底,汽油的价格不会低于2.00/L.

今天的汽油已经突破1.70/L,为什么我就不多花3000澳币买个HONDA CIVIC呢?省的汽油钱就不止3000啦!

算了 再这样涨下去,我卖了我的小车买辆摩托吧...

KEVIN RUDD很聪明,要换政府用的车,从吃油机器 FORD XR6 TURBO或者HOLDEN高级房车全部换成TOYOTA的HYBRID.现在他在日本给了TOYOTA35个MILLION,要TOYOTA造HYBRID的CAMRY...

哎...汽油啊!额拿什么来拯救你啊!

你的打算呢?

是不是再过几年,就要问,结婚了没?孩子几岁了?哈哈...

...

天不怕地不怕的年代已经过啦~最美好的时间已经PASS BY啦~所以,现在,我要开始写,

他妈的ASSIGNMENT啦!!!

我忽然忘记哪一年高中毕业的,也忘记了我是高三1班还是2班的.记得的,只是我是高一2班出来的.我把高中之前,和高二之后的很多事都这样忘记了.

自由言论.

贿赂,贪污.

低素质.

官官相互,几千年传下来的"优良传统"

建议去看李承鹏的日志,关于一个小学没有倒塌,483个学生无一遇难的故事.

如果我们真的会吃一*(这个字不会写...),长一智的话,这次的大面积DAMAGE一定要好好抓一抓,

好好下个决心,抓一抓,搞一搞,

否则难道你每次都要在摄像机面前大喊,"我不管,我只要这10万被救出来,这是命令?!"

与其在事后"难过" 为什么不狠狠抓一抓,

把19号到21号定为哀悼日,

不如定为贪官日,

这次的事故,会不会唤醒一些良知,唤醒一些被铜臭的心.

否则,过了1年,2年,在人们依旧哀悼的时候,更多人在欢心的数着这次又贪了多少.

有人说,什么都亏的,莫要亏了教育.

我甚至开玩笑说，哎，股票肯定又要大跌了。 当中一个来自重庆的女孩子当时说，哇，你只关心这些啊。

刚刚到家的时候，我开始浏览所有关于这次地震的报道，

于是开始哭。终于了解为什么有一个平时吊儿郎当的男生说他看到电视场面就开始掉眼泪，我当时只是笑了说了句 你丫就他妈的bullshit 

如果我是那个重庆的女孩，我听到郭雄飞说出这样的话，我可能就是一个玻璃杯砸过去。 

我看了韩寒和李承鹏的blog，很实在的东西，没有夸大，真实的报道，经过，和一些图片。

所有人在天灾面前是渺小的，但是，所有人会不约而同的站在一起顽强奋斗，这个时候，大家的心是在一起的。

我真的希望，真心的希望，

我就在那里，帮助救人，

看到有人说，在这个时候，没有人是英雄，当时就只知道要把人拉出来。

我可以读出，每个场面是混乱的，根本不会有时间去思考什么，大家的本能都被激发出来。

现在不是时间去追责任何楼房的偷工减料，没有时间去追究中国人终于齐心了，没有时间去表扬谁谁谁捐款最多，不是时间去追究谁谁谁捐款到底是出于什么目的，不是时间去追究政府早干吗了，

就像温家宝说，我只要10万人都被救出来，这是命令。

即使这是句出于某种目的的对话。 

即使我对媒体的很多报道过滤，不去看那些夸大的场面和对话，

可是看到那些伞兵，那些教师，那些中国士兵，我只是沉默，

在电脑前哭。

听说疫情随时爆发，

想问，前阵鄙视80后的那个什么70后的暴发户兰董呢？不要你捐你限量版的ferrari；帐篷，药物和水就行了吧。或者，你只是个被炒作的普通职工？ 

其实我和绝大多数的大家一样，无能为力。

那么，

请你们

就在这里，

为那里的所有人 ，

祝福，牵挂。 

最后，

对于我说过的无知的话，真心感到惭愧和抱歉

对于中国人民解放军，真的感到自豪和由衷的感谢，

1998年，和2008。

对于所有pass away的人，祝福。 

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if any of u haven't tried facebook

then

plz

start facebook ing!!!

www.facebook.com

fabulous stuff.

然后又经历了14个小时NON-STOP的ASSIGNMENT

和4天的EASTER!!!

所以我又回来啦!!!不过下周有两个MID TERM 一个ASSIGNMENT DUE...所以又要忙了...哎...

It's just busy like hell.

oh! almost forget! a be-late HAPPY EASTER for all the friends all over the world.

dont forget the EGG

everything's settled down?

customers will be welcomed with

hey how are you today/how's going, etc (any greeting which has been taught in the last few days). the answer to that could be "I'm very good, yourself?" normally we dont use "I'm fine thank you, and u?" it is only taught in the primary school 小学 in China!!!

following by that, waiter/waitress will usually ask you "would you like to start with any water?"

later on, you will be provided with a menu (usually there are two menus which are food menu and beverage 饮料,酒水 menu)

when you are about to order, you can raise up your hands and say "I'm about to order" or "I'm ready to order"

when you order sth, say " could I have .../ may I have..." DO NOT just say the dish name which is really impolite!

when waiter/waitress come to clear the dishes, normally good waiter/waitress will ask "how's your meal?" and you could answer with "its great/its more than great, etc" if you like it! remember, if you dont like it! you could say" everything is very good except..." dont complain in a straight or direct way!!!

when you finish and wanna leave, you could say" excuse me, bill please"

REMEMBER! if you have meal with friends in the foreign country, normally everyone shares!!! u DO NOT have to pay all. and...the most important!!! GIVE TIPS!!! before you leave, they normally will say" thanks for coming and have a good day!" of coz we gotta reply with " thank you, u too!"